i'm tired of being jealous and envious. but i feel i can't help it, each time i see them together or a photo of them i get so boiling hott and my head wants to pop off. i dont know if im going to be able to live with him and see that shit. but i really want that apartment and he's going to be one of my roommates. UGH. FUCK THEM. I have to get over it... I just feel like he owes me an apology for what happened between us-he obviously doesn't feel that way. Being drunk isn't an excuse. ANYWAYS... school and work, school school:biology. Why do I take summer classes? Well, one class, but still, it's really fuckin hard. Biology with a lab that's about plants and animals, not what I'm going to school for. I'm not going to be a fucking botanist, i'm going to work on dead people so why do i need to take this stupid fuckin class? My study buddy is pre-med-of course to make me feel more stupid-and she wants to be a cardiologist. I just have to get through this bullshit...it's going to be a long summer.

QUIT WRITING LIKE A MORON. AND USE CORRECT GRAMMER. GEEZ!